THE BOYS

ANG IBA’T IBANG KLASE NG MGA LALAKE,  Bow.

WOODEN RULER — Kahit pagbali-baliktarin ang mundo, straight talaga sila. Tigasin. Yung tipong kahit lasing, tulog at ginapang mo eh bugbog-sarado ang aabutin mo. May iba sa kanila na homophobic pero yung iba naman ay okay lang makipagkulitan pero may hangganan.

PLASTIC RULER — straight pero ‘bendable’. Pumapatol lang dahil sa L, kalasingan, curiosity o pera. Kumbaga eh init lang ng katawan. Anila, iba ang puso at iba ang katawan. Pero at the end of the day, straight pa rin sila.

STEEL TAPE MEASURE — straight sa labas, liko sa loob. Sila yung mga Plastic Ruler na nung mabinyagan ay natuluyan. Habambuhay silang magtatago hanggang mapagtanto nila na iba na pala ang gusto nila.

T-SQUARE — sobrang tigasin pero sa totoo lang, liko naman talaga sila. Yung tipong childhood bestfriends kayo pero college mo lang nalaman na iba pala ang kulay ng dugo nya dahil hindi mo nahalata sa sobrang discreet nya. Mapapaisip ka tuloy dun sa mga tagpong sabay kayo naliligo at natutulog sa iisang kama.

MEDIDA — straight daw siya pero mas babae pa kumilos o magsalita kesa sa ate mo. Nabibilang dito yung kung manamit ay parang lalaki pero daig pa ang babae kung makatili. Yung tipong kahit anung tago eh maliwanag pa sa sikat ng araw ang katotohanan. Siya na lang siguro ang hindi pa nakukumbinse na isa siyang paru-paro. .

LASO — sila yung mga kung tawagin ay X-Men. Lantad at maligayang maligaya sa piniling landas. Sila yung minsan ay kinaiinggitan dahil mas makinis at mas sexy pa sila sa tunay na babae. Yung tipong ‘pag pumila sya sa women’s lane sa airport eh papapasukin siya ng Guardenia ng walang kaabog-abog.

TIMING UY!

Hindi yung bara bara mong gagawin at sasabihin na gusto mo siya. Hindi yung sasalakay ka agad para makuha ang puso niya. Kailangan natin ng timing, kailangan ng oras para mapa sa atin ang isang tao.

Kunwari, kaka break pa lang nila. Alangan naman sabihin mong liligawan mo agad siya hindi ba? Syempre tska mo palang sasabihin yun kapag naka move on na siya. Ayaw naman natin sigurong mahalin tayo dahil malungkot lang sila.

Kunwari ulit, kakakilala niyo palang sa isat-isa. Hindi naman sa unang araw palang eh sasabihin mo sa kanya na gusto mo siya. Sa tingin mo ba paniniwalaan ka niya? Hindi lahat ng tao eh makukuha mo sa unang araw ng pagkakilala at mapapasagot mo rin sa araw na yon. Pag ginawa mo agad yan eh, ano yang puso mo nayan? Pang CLAN? Unang Hi at Hello agad eh may feelings na?

Kapag may gusto ang taong gusto mo sa iba, kailangan mo din ng timing. Ipakita mo lang na nandiyan ka palagi. Pag laanan mo ng oras, patunayan mo na mahalaga at importante siya sayo. Hindi mo pwedeng sabihin na gusto mo rin siya. Lalo lang siya maguguluhan, dalawa na kayong proproblemahin niya. Hindi bat maganda na ikaw muna ang pinagsasabihan ng problema niya? Tiis tiis lang. Darating rin ang panahon na makikita ka niya.

Kaya huwag mawawalan ng pag-asa. Minsan timing lang talaga, tamang tyempo. Lakasan lang rin ng loob minsan. Marunong ka namang makiramdam eh.

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HAPPY NA, NEW YEAR PA. (2014)

5 COMMANDMENTS FOR 2014

  • I will try my best not to lose my umbrella.
    An umbrella is pretty much one of the important things to have, especially when you’re a commuter. I don’t know if it’s just me, but I still end up extremely drenched in rain even when I have an umbrella. That’s the reason why I seldom use mine. Anyway, when I use my umbrella, and put it somewhere while I’m doing something (maybe eating or sleeping) I always forget that it was there. And maybe remember it when I’m already home, or remember it the next day. And when I come back to the place where I left it, it’s not there anymore. Lol. Always.
  • Balance things out / Set priorities.
    I’m not that kind of person who refuses to go out with  friends just because I have so much work to do.. In fact, I am easily influenced by my friends to hang out on weekends, or after work, or during breaks. I rarely say No. Maybe that’s the reason why I cram on things. Maybe I should set priorities and learn to refuse. Or know how to balance things out, like time management or something.
  • Be still.
    “God will fight the battle for you. You need only to be still.” Because to tell you the truth, I don’t know how to handle stress. I don’t know how to relax when everything else is fucked up. I break down, cry, curse people, telling them to die, and then say things I don’t mean, and regret it the next day. Things like that. I DON’T KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN. Seriously. I will try to relax this year. You know, like deal with things wisely. 
  • Have fun.
    Because I strongly believe (naks) that the office is the gate way to hell.( JK! HAHA) aside from killing the que of calls, ishould kill the stress too. Like having fun as a kiddo. But of course, I still need to balance things out and set my priorities 🙂 all the fun is saved right after I finished those priorities. (yown oh!)
  • And the last: FUCK ‘EM
    I think the primary reason of why my life was not that good because I cared too much. I gave too many fucks. I gave too much attention on things that doesn’t concern me. I got attached to people. Maybe this time I will be.. normal. You know? Like knowing what’s happening but does not really want to be in it. But I think this one’s the hardest. I will try not to give a flying, hardcore fuck.

Sooo yes.

Let all these things be done in the name of.. oreo cheesecake  ** evil laugh **

– dree

CUDDLE BUDDY

Thank you.

Thanks in seeing d’ real me. Outside I may appear like an emotionless sarcastic piece of shit but just like an onion when you peel off more layers you find the exact same thing. however, you’ll see the better version.

I’ve discovered that conversations are best at 2am. The heavier the eyelids, the sincerer the words. Those are the talks i’ll always remember.

That certain feeling, wherein it’s okay not to know the answer and silence is not awkward. That moment when our thoughts we’re not just given,  it is shared. 🙂

it wasn’t actually love, but I felt a sort of tender curiosity.

-dree