Yeah,It sucks.

You know what sucks?

When I’m in the bottom of the sea but you’re up there with that life jacket on.

Ironically,I had that life jacket in my hands in the beginning.

But truth is,we choose to accept the love that we are given without us thinking. Is this really what we deserve?

You are the reason for those days I felt so shattered and those days where I chose to blame myself for my stupidity.Why did I tolerate this for so long , I continue to wonder .Is it making you happy to see me get hurt by you? Does that make you a better person, by watching the person who tried so many ways to make you feel loved get hurt? I really wonder what’s keeping you from changing if you said yourself that your feelings are true. Can’t you be that person who can make me happy, effortlessly?tss.




follow your ♥

You have to learn to follow your heart. You can’t let other people pressure you into being something that you’re not.


I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase.

I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me.

Then, when rough times start to emerge, I run off kicking and screaming. I analysed my actions once, and came to the conclusion that I’m afraid of getting too close to someone because I’m scared to get hurt.

When someone takes one step forward, I take three steps back. I’ve done this my whole life. It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many :/



Humor is attractive.

ilove when a person can give me a really good smileor laugh. It doesnt take a lot for me to like you.

If you can legitimately make me feel happy, even in the slightest way, i’ll fall for you right on the spot. Humor is definitely a plus for me, because then i know that on my worst days; someone like you could always cheer me up again 🙂