Did I?

Ever tried to fight tears on the bus ride home, and failed? i did

If you’ve ever stopped listening to your favorite band because she liked them too.  i did

If you’ve ever hated a girl you didn’t know because she picked her over you. i did

If you’ve ever wished you were weak enough to cry in public. i did

If you’ve ever constantly hid behind laughter and smiles.  i did

If you’ve ever bit your lip to stop it from quivering. i did

If you’ve ever walked with your eyes planted on the ground. i did

If you’ve ever stared into the darkness before sleep, trying to avoid the ‘what’s if’s’ and ‘if only’s’.  i did

If you’ve ever listened to totally different music, but ended up thinking about her anyway.  i did

i did all those stupid things without knowing it.

-d♥

What happened to us?

For me we are perfect together.

One day I woke up and nothing was the same anymore. I miss being your favorite reason to smile and I miss seeing your name in my inbox every morning.

Most importantly I hate how I’m sitting here not knowing if I ever cross your mind.

-d♥

May mga pagkakataon na sobrang bigat na ng nararamdaman mo.

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Tipong parang may humaharang o bumabara sa ugat papuntang puso. Hindi maayos ang paghinga mo at para ka laging naghahabol palagi sa paghinga. Laging masikip ang dibdib mo sa hindi malaman na dahilan.
Tipong sa sobrang sama na ng loob mo e hindi mo na maipaliwanag kung gaano kabigat ang iyong nararamdaman. ‘Yung pakiramdam na parang black and white ang buhay.
Basta alam mong mabigat at walang sinuman ang makakapag pagaan nito kundi ang taong mahal mo.

May mga pagkakataon na gusto mong ilabas ang nararamdaman mo pero hindi mo alam kung paano ito sasabihin dahil walang eksaktong salita para dito. Basta ang alam mo ay nasasaktan ka lang at pakiramdam mong bigla ka na lang iniwanan ng panahon.

Minsan nawawala ‘yung lungkot kapag may mga tao sa harapan mo. Kaya ninanais mong umalis nang umalis hangga’t sa lumipas ‘yung araw.

Minsan naman nag-aaya kang umalis kahit wala naman kayong gagawin para lang masabi mong may kasama ka. Tapos matatapos ‘yung araw na malungkot ka pa rin kasi alam mong may kulang.At ‘yung kasagutan na tska ka lang mabubuo kapag natanggap mong hindi pala talaga siya parte ng buhay mo.

Siguro hindi ngayon, siguro sa mga susunod pang panahon. Oras lang ang makakapagsabi. Kaya wala kang magawa kundi patuloy na kutkutin ang sugat na nararamdaman mo araw-araw.

Hindi humihilom ang sugat, kasi palaging sariwa.

 

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-d♥

Forgetting you is the one thing that I’ll probably never be able to do, but letting go of you is something I already did.

♪ ♫ ♬ SkidooThoughts ♪ ♫ ♬

To be honest, I miss you. I miss talking to you.

I miss spending countless hours on the phone with you.

I miss waking up to the thought of someone wanting to be with me.

I miss it all.

If I could, I would go back, to change how we ended, I’d do so in a heart beat. It pains me to see you and you look down as if I don’t exist. As if what we had meant nothing to you. Out of all 10 billion people in the world, I fell for you. I don’t think you understand how beautiful that really is. Out of everyone I’ve ever met, out of all the people I’ve ever had any contact with you were the one I fell for and honestly that is simply amazing. And no matter how many times I tell you this, it still means nothing to…

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iDunno.

Hindi ko alam kung selos o galit ang mararamdaman ko.

Selos dahil nalingat lang ako saglit ee may nahanap nasya agad na makakapag pangiti sa kanya when ever she feels blue  O galit dahil ang bilis ko namang palitan.

Minsan, hiniling ko na sana katulad ko siya.

Pero kung sakaling katulad ko siya? Baka nasasaktan ko rin siya ngayon.

😦

 

-d♥

 

THY MESSAGE.

If there was one thing I could tell you, it would be this.

You won’t find another girl like me. You won’t find one who completely understands you inside and out, and gives you so many chances because of that.

You won’t find one who gets your weird sense of humor and can spend hours talking to you on the phone.

 You won’t find another girl who loves you like I do, because you had her.

And sweetie, now she’s gone.

-d♥

SPACE? SPACE BA KAMO?!

SPACE.

hihiwalayan ka lang din n’yan. Sobrang makasarili ng term na ‘yan para saken.

Kapag sinabihan ka ng “kailangan ko lang ng space para magisip” . Medyo ihanda mo na ang sarili mo, mag uumpisa na ang taning sa relasyon niyo. Umpisa na kung saan lahat ng pangarap at mga pangako niyo ay maglalahong parang bula.

Lahat ng maririnig mo sa kanya ay pampalubag loob nalang, minsan may pa play safe pa para may onting paasa moments pa sila.

I pity those kind of people.

Kung mahal mo ang isang tao, hindi mo sila hahayaang mahirapan at masaktan. Tutulungan mo silang makabangon.

Hindi makasarili ang pag-ibig.

 

-d♥