Stick with friends who saw you, when nobody else did.

Stick with friends who you can call assholes, and know it’s a code word for I love you.

Stick with friends who look at your mistakes, and think it’s fucking awesome.

Stick with friends who don’t care when you’re crying, because they know you’re stronger than that.

Stick with friends who were true to you from the very start.



Dear You,

I never thought that I’ll meet someone like you.

With you, everything is possible. You are crazy as ever, my best buddy/lover forever and my worst enemy at all times. I feel security in your words of encouragement.

You never pull me down. I am a crazy piece of crap yet you are always there, pretending not to care about my dismissive side. Sometimes, I’ll shut myself down. I won’t let you in, I push you away. But among all people, I’m glad because you have enough courage to open my heart and understand.

Thank you for the months that we’ve been enemies, best friends, a family and best buddies. Sorry for those inconvenient times that we’re not communicating with each other. I know we have this spur relationship with each other wherein we’re miles and miles apart (for me, lols!)  yet we’re stronger than anyone else in this world.

Thank you mars, happy 10 months and I love you! ♥



To be honest, I miss you. I miss talking to you.

I miss spending countless hours on the phone with you.

I miss waking up to the thought of someone wanting to be with me.

I miss it all.

If I could, I would go back, to change how we ended, I’d do so in a heart beat. It pains me to see you and you look down as if I don’t exist. As if what we had meant nothing to you. Out of all 10 billion people in the world, I fell for you. I don’t think you understand how beautiful that really is. Out of everyone I’ve ever met, out of all the people I’ve ever had any contact with you were the one I fell for and honestly that is simply amazing. And no matter how many times I tell you this, it still means nothing to you.




I’ve realized that life is too short to spend it unhappy in any aspect. don’t like your job? quit. don’t like where you live? move. stop waiting for permission and just do it. you’ll never be happy unless you let yourself be happy. and there’s nothing wrong with doing things solely because they make you happy. you shouldn’t need any other reasoning. if someone doesn’t understand, it’s because they themselves aren’t happy. don’t let anything bring you down.”



And I wonder why do the innocent ones suffer more?

Why can’t they be the first ones to get the happiness they deserved for so long?

Why must they be the ones watching them be happy while they’re still mending their broken heart?

Unfair, that’s how the world is and yet can’t the tables turn for this?

Questions all building up one by one and yet I’m still hoping that someday all these answers will come.

And I hope when that time comes i’ll finally get what I really deserve and more importantly the true happiness I deserve.






I created a short check list on how we’ll make this year the best one 😀

1. Wear the dress you have always wanted to wear that you think will give you confidence.

2. Have a positive outlook in life,a smile would boost your mood, don’t forget to put them on.

3. Talk to someone with a positive vibe so you’d feel better.

4. It is good to have a look at yourself with confidence from time to time.

5. When you feel down and there’s no one to talk to, listen to good songs. Songs are good motivators.

5. Treat yourself as if you are the person you’ve ever wanted to be with.

6. Have a daily dose of positivity by making someone happy.Everything has goodness—keep this in mind.

7. Force yourself to get up early. Maybe you need to spend more time awake. (believe me you’re missing a lot when you’re asleep)

8. Use nature—the flowers, trees, grasses, blue skies and cold breeze you’ve always adored—to help you stay a little more positive whenever something gets to you.

9. Cry. but not just because you’re mad, but because you’re removing your old self through tears.

10. Kindess will help you be happy, and it will give away happiness to others as well.

11. Initiate conversations even once in a while. Just try.

12. Next time you feel like nauseating because you’re feeling miserable, smile a little wider. Even if it pains you, just smile.

13. Get yourself together, keep yourself intact. Be there for yourself, because surely, there’s not always someone who’s going to be around.

Put up with yourself like you’ve always did…Only this , it’ll be different. I promise.
It’s not going to cause you more sorrow…
Never again.
This time, it’s different.

I deserve to be happy. You deserve to be happy.We deserve to be happy.




I Havent write a blog for more than 3 months now, for those months i’ve been through a lot. imean alot. lols

i got into multiple fights, resign from my job and now figuring out  which path should i take now.

Then one ordinary day while im browsing my twitter feeds this tweet caught my eye, it says :

“And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.” (Romans 8:28, NLT)

I’ve realized everyone goes through things that don’t seem to make sense. It’s easy to get discouraged and wonder, “Why did this happen to me?” “Why did this person treat me wrong?” “Why did I get laid off?” But we have to understand, even though life is not always fair, God is fair. And, He promises to work all things together for good & for those who love Him.

I believe the key word in this verse is “together.” In other words, you can’t just isolate one part of your life and say, “Well, this is not good.” “It’s not good that I got laid off.”

“It’s not good that my relationship is not working , lost my fckng job and now undergone some family issues.

Yes, that’s true, but ive realized that it’s just one part of your life. God can see the big picture. That disappointment is not the end. Remember, when one door closes, God has another door for you to walk through — a better door.

Those difficulties and challenges are merely stepping stones toward your brighter future. Be encouraged today because God has a plan for you to rise higher. He has a plan for you to come out stronger. He has a plan to work all things together for your good so that you can move forward in the victory he has prepared for you.

– DREE ♥


Isang Nurse si Mars

Pros’s kung bakit ganon si mars,  ayy kasii isa syang nurse. hihi (Rationale) 

1. Kahit masama ugali mo (Magaling kasi sya sa therapeutic com. e.g. “I understand”)
2. Kahit masakit ka sa ulo (Nag-aral sya ng Pain Management)
3. Kahit pinupuyat mo sya (Graveyard!, panis sa kanya yan)
4. Kahit pinapagod mo sya (Sanay ang nurse — overworked sya madalas)
5. Kahit wala kang pera minsan (Sanay ang nurse sa hirap—- lagi siyang underpaid)
6. Kahit pag nag-asawa kyo at nde ka magaling sa romance (para san pa nag nag-aral sya ng anatomy and physiology … pati insertion alam nya)
7. Kahit na late ka sa date (sanay na sya sa late na ka endorse kaya ganun)
8. Kahit pangit ang kutis mo (may mga pasyente syang may skin disease)
9. Kahit pangit katawan mo (haha meron sya mga pasyente na may PTB kaya ok lang yan)
10. Kahit kadiri pa itsura mo (dahil walang nurse na nag sasabi ng “ewwwwwwwww”)
11. Kahit mabaho ang hininga mo (magaling yan mag-aadjust yan.. next time naka mask na yan or N95)
12. Kahit na nababaliw ka paminsan-minsan (kaya nga isang sem ang Psych Nrsg eh)
13. Kahit ang feeling mo ang Pogi-pogi mo o ang ganda-ganda mo (sasabihan ka lang nya ng tinatawag na “Presenting Reality”)
14. Tapos kung may sakit ka alagaan ka pa (ganun padin ang pag-trato nya sa iyo malamang i-sponge bath ka pa nyan, samantalang kung iba yan sasabihin “saka nalang tayo magkita baka mahawa pa ako”)
15. Tapos mag-rereview pa yan ng NCLEX, HAAD, IELTS at kung ano-ano pang mga test na ipapasa nya para sa future nyo.
16. Kahit na pagkausap mo sya at lumabas ang sipon mo (pag iba yan sasabihin “Gross!” , pero pag nurse yan sasabihin “Green ang sipon mo! bacterial yan—increase fluids tayo”)
17. Kahit na pangit ang mukha mo (sanay kasi sa stool sample)


– DREE ♥




WOODEN RULER — Kahit pagbali-baliktarin ang mundo, straight talaga sila. Tigasin. Yung tipong kahit lasing, tulog at ginapang mo eh bugbog-sarado ang aabutin mo. May iba sa kanila na homophobic pero yung iba naman ay okay lang makipagkulitan pero may hangganan.

PLASTIC RULER — straight pero ‘bendable’. Pumapatol lang dahil sa L, kalasingan, curiosity o pera. Kumbaga eh init lang ng katawan. Anila, iba ang puso at iba ang katawan. Pero at the end of the day, straight pa rin sila.

STEEL TAPE MEASURE — straight sa labas, liko sa loob. Sila yung mga Plastic Ruler na nung mabinyagan ay natuluyan. Habambuhay silang magtatago hanggang mapagtanto nila na iba na pala ang gusto nila.

T-SQUARE — sobrang tigasin pero sa totoo lang, liko naman talaga sila. Yung tipong childhood bestfriends kayo pero college mo lang nalaman na iba pala ang kulay ng dugo nya dahil hindi mo nahalata sa sobrang discreet nya. Mapapaisip ka tuloy dun sa mga tagpong sabay kayo naliligo at natutulog sa iisang kama.

MEDIDA — straight daw siya pero mas babae pa kumilos o magsalita kesa sa ate mo. Nabibilang dito yung kung manamit ay parang lalaki pero daig pa ang babae kung makatili. Yung tipong kahit anung tago eh maliwanag pa sa sikat ng araw ang katotohanan. Siya na lang siguro ang hindi pa nakukumbinse na isa siyang paru-paro. .

LASO — sila yung mga kung tawagin ay X-Men. Lantad at maligayang maligaya sa piniling landas. Sila yung minsan ay kinaiinggitan dahil mas makinis at mas sexy pa sila sa tunay na babae. Yung tipong ‘pag pumila sya sa women’s lane sa airport eh papapasukin siya ng Guardenia ng walang kaabog-abog.

Keyboard Shortcuts That You Must Know :)

Keyboard Shortcuts (Microsoft Windows):

1. CTRL+C (Copy)

2. CTRL+X (Cut)

3. CTRL+V (Paste)

4. CTRL+Z (Undo)

5. DELETE (Delete)

6. SHIFT+DELETE (Delete the selected item permanently without placing the item in the Recycle Bin)

7. CTRL while dragging an item (Copy the selected item)

8. CTRL+SHIFT while dragging an item (Create a shortcut to the selected item)

9. F2 Key (Rename the selected item)

10. CTRL+RIGHT ARROW (Move the insertion point to the beginning of the next word)

11. CTRL+LEFT ARROW (Move the insertion point to the beginning of the previous word)

12. CTRL+DOWN ARROW (Move the insertion point to the beginning of the next paragraph)

13. CTRL+UP ARROW (Move the insertion point to the beginning of the previous paragraph)

14. CTRL+SHIFT with any of the arrow keys (Highlight a block of text) SHIFT with any of the arrow keys (Select more than one item in a window or on the desktop, or select text in a document)

15. CTRL+A (Select all)

16. F3 key (Search for a file or a folder)

17. ALT+ENTER (View the properties for the selected item)

18. ALT+F4 (Close the active item, or quit the active program)

19. ALT+ENTER (Display the properties of the selected object)

20. ALT+SPACEBAR (Open the shortcut menu for the active window)

21. CTRL+F4 (Close the active document in programs that enable you to have multiple documents open simultaneously)

22. ALT+TAB (Switch between the open items)

23. ALT+ESC (Cycle through items in the order that they had been opened)

24. F6 key (Cycle through the screen elements in a window or on the desktop)

25. F4 key (Display the Address bar list in My Computer or Windows Explorer) 2

6. SHIFT+F10 (Display the shortcut menu for the selected item)

27. ALT+SPACEBAR (Display the System menu for the active window)

28. CTRL+ESC (Display the Start menu)

29. ALT+Underlined letter in a menu name (Display the corresponding menu) Underlined letter in a command name on an open menu (Perform the corresponding command)

30. F10 key (Activate the menu bar in the active program)

31. RIGHT ARROW (Open the next menu to the right, or open a submenu)

32. LEFT ARROW (Open the next menu to the left, or close a submenu)

33. F5 key (Update the active window)

34. BACKSPACE (View the folder onelevel up in My Computer or Windows Explorer)

35. ESC (Cancel the current task)

36. SHIFT when you insert a CD-ROMinto the CD-ROM drive (Prevent the CD-ROM from automatically playing)

Dialog Box – Keyboard Shortcuts

1. CTRL+TAB (Move forward through the tabs)

2. CTRL+SHIFT+TAB (Move backward through the tabs)

3. TAB (Move forward through the options)

4. SHIFT+TAB (Move backward through the options)

5. ALT+Underlined letter (Perform the corresponding command or select the corresponding option)

6. ENTER (Perform the command for the active option or button)

7. SPACEBAR (Select or clear the check box if the active option is a check box)

8. Arrow keys (Select a button if the active option is a group of option buttons)

9. F1 key (Display Help) 10. F4 key (Display the items in the active list)

11. BACKSPACE (Open a folder one level up if a folder is selected in the Save As or Open dialog box)

Microsoft Natural Keyboard Shortcuts

1. Windows Logo (Display or hide the Start menu)

2. Windows Logo+BREAK (Display the System Properties dialog box)

3. Windows Logo+D (Display the desktop)

4. Windows Logo+M (Minimize all of the windows)

5. Windows Logo+SHIFT+M (Restorethe minimized windows)

6. Windows Logo+E (Open My Computer)

7. Windows Logo+F (Search for a file or a folder)

8. CTRL+Windows Logo+F (Search for computers)

9. Windows Logo+F1 (Display Windows Help)

10. Windows Logo+ L (Lock the keyboard)

11. Windows Logo+R (Open the Run dialog box)

12. Windows Logo+U (Open Utility Manager)

13. Accessibility Keyboard Shortcuts

14. Right SHIFT for eight seconds (Switch FilterKeys either on or off)

15. Left ALT+left SHIFT+PRINT SCREEN (Switch High Contrast either on or off)

16. Left ALT+left SHIFT+NUM LOCK (Switch the MouseKeys either on or off)

17. SHIFT five times (Switch the StickyKeys either on or off)

18. NUM LOCK for five seconds (Switch the ToggleKeys either on or off)

19. Windows Logo +U (Open Utility Manager)

20. Windows Explorer Keyboard Shortcuts

21. END (Display the bottom of the active window)

22. HOME (Display the top of the active window)

23. NUM LOCK+Asterisk sign (*) (Display all of the subfolders that are under the selected folder)

24. NUM LOCK+Plus sign (+) (Display the contents of the selected folder)

25. NUM LOCK+Minus sign (-) (Collapse the selected folder)

26. LEFT ARROW (Collapse the current selection if it is expanded, or select the parent folder)

27. RIGHT ARROW (Display the current selection if it is collapsed, or select the first subfolder)

Shortcut Keys for Character Map:

After you double-click a character on the grid of characters, you can move through the grid by using the keyboard shortcuts:

1. RIGHT ARROW (Move to the rightor to the beginning of the next line)

2. LEFT ARROW (Move to the left orto the end of the previous line) 3

. UP ARROW (Move up one row)

4. DOWN ARROW (Move down one row)

5. PAGE UP (Move up one screen at a time)

6. PAGE DOWN (Move down one screen at a time)

7. HOME (Move to the beginning of the line)

8. END (Move to the end of the line)

9. CTRL+HOME (Move to the first character)

10. CTRL+END (Move to the last character)

11. SPACEBAR (Switch between Enlarged and Normal mode when a character is selected) Microsoft Management Console (MMC) Main Window Keyboard Shortcuts

1. CTRL+O (Open a saved console)

2. CTRL+N (Open a new console)

3. CTRL+S (Save the open console)

4. CTRL+M (Add or remove a console item)

5. CTRL+W (Open a new window)

6. F5 key (Update the content of all console windows)

7. ALT+SPACEBAR (Display the MMC window menu)

8. ALT+F4 (Close the console)

9. ALT+A (Display the Action menu)

10. ALT+V (Display the View menu)

11. ALT+F (Display the File menu)

12. ALT+O (Display the Favorites menu) MMC Console Window Keyboard


1. CTRL+P (Print the current page or active pane)

2. ALT+Minus sign (-) (Display the window menu for the active console window)

3. SHIFT+F10 (Display the Action shortcut menu for the selected item)

4. F1 key (Open the Help topic, if any, for the selected item)

5. F5 key (Update the content of all console windows)

6. CTRL+F10 (Maximize the active console window)

7. CTRL+F5 (Restore the active console window)

8. ALT+ENTER (Display the Properties dialog box, if any, for theselected item)

9. F2 key (Rename the selected item)

10. CTRL+F4 (Close the active console window. When a console has only one console window, this shortcut closes the console)

Remote Desktop Connection Navigation

1. CTRL+ALT+END (Open the Microsoft Windows NT Security dialog box)

2. ALT+PAGE UP (Switch between programs from left to right)

3. ALT+PAGE DOWN (Switch between programs from right to left)

4. ALT+INSERT (Cycle through the programs in most recently used order)

5. ALT+HOME (Display the Start menu)

6. CTRL+ALT+BREAK (Switch the client computer between a window and a full screen)

7. ALT+DELETE (Display the Windows menu)

8. CTRL+ALT+Minus sign (-) (Place a snapshot of the active window in the client on the Terminal server clipboard and provide the same functionality as pressing PRINT SCREEN on a local computer.)

9. CTRL+ALT+Plus sign (+) (Place asnapshot of the entire client window area on the Terminal server clipboardand provide the same functionality aspressing ALT+PRINT SCREEN on a local computer.)

Microsoft Internet Explorer Keyboard Shortcuts:

1. CTRL+B (Open the Organize Favorites dialog box)

2. CTRL+E (Open the Search bar)

3. CTRL+F (Start the Find utility)

4. CTRL+H (Open the History bar)

5. CTRL+I (Open the Favorites bar)

6. CTRL+L (Open the Open dialog box)

7. CTRL+N (Start another instance of the browser with the same Web address)

8. CTRL+O (Open the Open dialog box,the same as CTRL+L)

9. CTRL+P (Open the Print dialog box)

10. CTRL+R (Update the current Web page)

11. CTRL+W (Close the current window)